Sunday, January 29, 2006
Happy Chinese New year!
Im not really big on festive seasons. When it comes to fesitvals new years..chirtmas..so go..im not really a big fan..im more of a..'cool.' then i stand and watch. Talk when i have to , smile when i need to.
you know like during festivals say chinese new year, there will be like fireworks and the big bangs and booms ..big hu-ha. Girls so dig for that big beautiful bright like fireworks against the starry night sky..and Boys so so dig to look into the girls 'highly interested' eyes as the fireworks reflect into her large glassy eyes *rolls my glassy eyes*. will the fact is.....i DONT dig for it.AT ALL. not interested and dun care. just pollution..light,noise, air pollution. duh.
Speaking of which i have not celebrated the burmese new year in my whole entire life yet. I haven experienced it yet but i heard from my brothers and sisters that the new year is entirely different from the chinese new year. They spray water to each other kind.and the new year is in april like that, during the summer. Maybe someday ill get to experience it. It would be so anticipating.
So ill be leaving singapore pretty soon. Man. ENDURE!!! COME ON!! haha..
i think tml ill be going to chill in the new MOS...which at first my i tot was MOS burger when xue qi msged mi.! haha.man im so stupid. and i was like...huh..so late go eat mos...haha...stupid me.
*shoots myself*
but its cool its been a long time since i last went clubbing. I kinda made a promise to myself that when i get into med sch im goin to sit down and be a good girl for my parents and not do anything that they dun like. But hey.one nite only la..haha..b4 i go!.arh!..
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
well..my grandmother fell down and hurt her butt 2 days ago..we had to go to the AnE department to see if any bones were brokened.
thank god there was no bones brokened just tt she was in pain..so the doctor injected painkillers and some other stuffs.
Yesterday i went back to my workplace in Singapore eye research Insit which is in the Sinagpore national Eye centre which is near to Singapore general Hospital.
Phew~
it was nostalgic to see ma fellow frens again.
Everything seemed like the same again...
When i told them i was leaving to study in Kl..they All had the same look..WAD THE HELL ARE U GOIN THER FOR??
i know! i ask myself that bloody freaking question everyday man. wad the fuck im i going ther out of so many many options.
i mean i could directly go to ireland canada us uk any where in the world man. maybe in a country where there are ang moh..
ok.wadever.all i know now is im gonna study mug study mug and maybe once in a while ...check out hot guys. which i highly doubt there will be any.but ya...study mug study mug...till i get into the best med school there is for me. then find the best job then find the best guy to marry then find the best piece of land to bury me. maybe then ill find the best heaven place for me.
lol..which is not feasible.haha..but wad the heck.
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Sunday, January 22, 2006
the beauty exposed ;
And you ask yourself
Who do I wanna be?
Do I wanna throw away the key?
and invent a whole new meGotta tell yourself
No One, No One
Don't wanna beNo One
But me.
.Your life lays out on the shadows of the wall
You turn the light on to erase it all
You wonder what's it's like to not feel worthlessSo open all the blinds and turn those curtains
-Aly and AJ
No One
this song got me contemplating about my life.What do i want to be in 5 yrs or 10 yrs later. the truth that we have matured and aged has become so imminent and inevitable as well..DAMN!.
your path or career. Oh i rem i would dream up so so many occupations i wished to become.
1) archaeologist (pri)
2) multi lingual adventurer --danger is my middle name! Most prob find a super hot hunk and rescue him from danger!!( sec )
3) actress cum singer *anything to get close to some hunky celeb!*
4) movie director (sec)
5) professional climber cum golfer (JC)
6) environmentalist (JC)
7) SPY!! * i loved this dream the best!* (JC)
8) Pilot (JC)
9) doctor (after JC)---i think this is the most practical of all...haha
and more dreams to come.lol!
the few careers i nv really considered
1) teacher *i hate teaching little brats*
2) in the maths stuffy
3) lawyer? *i did consider it..but then i think ill make a lousy one! lol!*
4) gangster mob head!..i would actually like tt....cuting and killing and cuting...woohoo
you know...i can be anything but no one...anything in the world..but not a lowly no one..insignificant.obsured.nonessential.
So ..what i want to say is that...as long as im still breathing and kicking..ill never never ever stop dreaming...
cuz i believe where there is a small aspiration or dream...just follow that...and im sure you will see something great coming out from that..
And this wise fren of mine *doreen*
would then say this to me,
"if the finish line is here....you will die die also go over that line...wadever!"
haha
ciao!
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hey! i found this 'poem' i wrote some years ago.i guess spring cleaning has some good too!.the prose .anit good..infact i think its like shit. but ya wad the hell.
enjoy
The last Battle
A battle that ended up in tears
Lying on his deathbed
He gasps for life
A thread holding him up against the rushing waters
His silent screams, His pathetic cries
Tears infused with crimson blood
streams out of his heart
Tired but Relentless
Fight he will
To the very end at least
Shadows looms his Light
Pain smearing his frail soul
It's time to sleep for eternity
Eyes closed
The thread snapped
Lower and deeper he sinks
Disappointed yet relived from the sufferings
Finally
He Shall Rest
-T.Min
i cant rem why i wrote this..
but come to think of it now..it reminded me of this fren..
and so i dedicate this to him.
God bless you my dear friend!
XL i miss you so much.
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Saturday, January 21, 2006
my whole body is aching from the very muscles to the bones..must be the lack of training in climbing.Now that i have some time to do what i wanna do, it's good to be back in biz.in climbing i meant.
I realised that outside TPJC there was a big poster of my senior climbing.Wow.that picture is now famous.!
my senior living up the challenge!
Ive did some climbing in nus gym..but the climbers there are way too strong for me. So..sometimes i guess the one place to go to become strong again was the place where i first started. To go way back and retrace my steps. To train from the the very place i first trained. Although now mr norman and mrs lim has left.in addition ill soon be leaving and might not be back so soon. Its only best that i remain where my memories, sweat and blood originated.
its not that i super like tpjc. i only like the rockwall and the track. maybe the waffles outside the school.
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Thursday, January 19, 2006
Seriously, i never thought getting into med sch would be such a hassle.Its involves so much planning.and the worst of all...medical checkup!!..i have to dig up all my old old immunisation records and take new ones if i hadnt gotten the jab!..Oh dear..
BCG ChickenPox Cholera Diptheris HepA HepB Mealses Meningococcus Mumps OPV/IPV Pertussis Rubella Tetanus Tyhoid..And oh yeah..i rem the TETANUS jab..i like took it ACCIDENTALLY when i went back to burma last dec..
It was so horrible! Because my family and i left yangon to visit my uncle in his clinic in another town called "i dunno the town name..its in burmese which i obviously dunno!!!arh...but in chinese hanyuping..erm..its like TWUNG Wa??"
But yeah.its a very simple town with simple people.apparently children of age 5 onwards start to work in the plantation or construction areas..its was quite sad to see them carrying huge logs over their shoulder under the hot sun working their butt off..
When we walked around the plantation to see see look look since my uncle knew almost everyone in the town..i mean they have like only one private doctor there..i kinda accidently stepped on a huge enormous splinter..OUCH!
It bled...red blood...red oozy goozy gross blood kept flowing from my delicate BEAUTIFUL toe..*ok..im exaggerating..*hee
ok..it wasnt that pain..but it still suck to have a bleeding toe that kinda disrupted the wonderful day u had..
Well.this is not the end!!....when we returned to Yangon...i had to go to the hospital to take the TETANUS jab..!! oh man...oh man..
the nurses brought me to the consultation room..and when i was in the clinic...for some reason...i completely towered over almost everyone there...gosh..burmese are really short...then why the hell im i so freaking tall...but ya...back to the story..
in the room i was acting cool and calm but actually im freaking and screaming inside...i was prepared to roll up my seelves and say "give mi your BEST JAB!"
BUT no!!!!....the nurse spoke in burmese to my aunt asking mi to lie on the bed...
they were goin to jab me on my BUTT!...for crying out loud...i haven gotten a jab on my butt since i could ever remembered..and it totally came out of the blue..
i was like NO nurse nO...pointing desperately to my arm saying in english..PLS INJECT HERE!!...but unfortunately...she couldnt understand..
so yeah...
i got a jab on my butt..
and my butt hurt for like 4 days ....i couldnt run..i couldnt sit..i couldnt sleep...i couldnt freaking feel the right cheek butt..
so...damn to injections.!!
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Its been a long day.phew.these few days with nothing much in my mind other than thinking what to eat next.It's pretty boring but i have to say it feels really good to have nothing on your mind.haha.
Dr Cheung aka stupid ugly midget jessica and i went to orchard for a really big big shopping spree. Bought like so so many stuffs.
this is the CHEAPEST thing i bought today...cost: $13!!
It was so carefree however at the end of the day when the both of us counted the amount of money spent..oh dear!...in short: we NEED A JOB!...in order to recur our losses..and i mean..ALOT of losses..haha..
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Well, I'm having my goodest friend Jessica Cheung aka secretary for today (17/01/06) to type the very first blog. this secretary is PRETTY, oh yes she is. She is also very efficient and caring and helpful and everything. Yeah, we should all love her!!! >>Whatever.. <<>
Firstly, I would like to thank a couple of people who managed to make this blog so beautiful. And that is my secretary Jessica again, some call her CHEEEEUNG, or Miss Cheeeung, or Miss MIDG**. Go figure. Secondly, I have to thank the lovely maker of this blog skin of some secondary 4 who is so talented whom I think should not be studying but working right now. And thirdly, I beg of you people who is reading this right now to visit me more often. As you can see, I have very few friends so it will be good if you do. I will give you sweets if you do! Or you can do this 'IN YOUR FACE PEACH!'. If you notice the rhyme, you will notice the joke. Okay. Signing off
Yours truly, sincerely, most beautifully,
The BOSS
Now bow.
Jessica: I would like to comment that this friend of mine is going bonkerS!!!!!!!!!!
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