Friday, March 28, 2008
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky
-teardrops on my guitar by Taylor Swift-
I think this song goes out to all those who are in love with someone who does not love him/her back.
the lyrics are like the concise version of the emotions when you're trap in a situation like this.
anyhow, i find the song really nice, refreshing yet sad somehow cuz things did not go the way the songwriter wanted to.
imagine if im in this situation... i think ill just fall into deep dark depression maybe start inducing myself with loads of alcohol and cut wounds. haha :) i doubt i can turn the situation around and write a song.
Or maybe, ill take all my belonging and fly to the other side of the world so i dun have to see the "man" im in love with another women.
Or maybe, ill lure the women away with a free trip around the world and grab hold of the chance to be with him.
or, ill just move on? haha
well, imagine if you're in the same situation as the song...what would you do?
zin
the beauty exposed ;
Thursday, March 27, 2008
What happens when two of your best guy and girl friends fall in love?
things would not be the same anymore. hanging out together will seem more uncomfortable, chilling seemed invasive. In other words, expect changes. Your girl friend seems more busier than ever, you hardly get to see her nor speak to her. Your guy friend seems like a million miles away and you can never get close enough to see him. They enter their own world of love and joy whereas you watch afar congratulating them. Then again, the intimacy you once shared seemed intangible as it does not unique anymore nor does it belong to you and your friends anymore. It belongs to them now. I am happy for them, yet sometimes i do miss the times we shared without a care in the world. I give them my greatest and best-es(if there's a word like this) wishes in the world for them to be happy with each other.
signing off.....
zin
the beauty exposed ;
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
So im supposed to go down to the medical museum to study with my frens, but right now im so lazy to leave the comfort of my house and dress up to go school. Exam is in one more weeks time. meaning i have to hibernate in my room if i wan to pass the exam.
oh boy.
basically agenda of being a 3rd medical student is:
study 24/7 ( ideally)
sleep is time consuming.
eating is a pleasure that will only increase your weight cuz you will be leaving a sendentary lifestyle for the next 4 months till finals hits you like a tsunami.
climbing is out of the question--> in which i have stopped climbing completely. like completely ie. 0 climbing. NAUGHT.. KOSOng climbing. :(
hmm going out shopping is out of the question
hanging with frens is a time ALL of us cant afford. so in other words, prepare for the life of NO life. However, i just have to endure for 4 more months.. till july.. just till july then everything and anything will be back to normal. Ill leave IMU and go to aussie or Uk (at least i hope so).
just hang in there.
hanging
hanging
hanging
hang in there
just hang
in
there
hanging......
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