have you ever realised that since we were a child we have been influenced by the fact of the strength far stronger than we can control.. a strength that will over come all obstacles.. a strength so powerful that those who believes wins all...
i guess that strength would be: love..
they say that when you are in love....you smile at things that may not be funny..
when you are in love you do crazy things..
when you are in love...you feel like you are falling a thousand stories... and when you realise you are near the bottom of the floor....its too late to turn back..
or..love can be like Magical..
you know what....i believe that in the long long past...magick did once appeared...in the trees..in the earth..in the sea..
but now.... i guess the only thing that is magical would be love..
and when you do find love...
you find magic..
and it is the magic of 2 people..
sacred and holy.
but then...now here is the question....
how many people out there...do believe in this fairy tale love..? how many people out there ...do know that the person they are with now...it the one? how many people out there...can even find the person?
its not easy to find this hidden truth...
love has been the key to everything in life... from a mother's love for a child...to the love of friends...to the love of 2 strangers that are neither blood related...
the key is there..
but where do we find the lock to open?
and do everyone get a chance to experience this magic....or will it always remain a fantasy?
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Saturday, July 29, 2006
CCHSM 65th Anniversary
seriously...CCHSM is so different from the past...and the choir....still....almost remained the same despite the time lag..
the uniforms are still the same.... the same nerdy ppl..
i have to admit ...i was one of them...haha...
when i watched this video.. i kinda kick back to my old reflexes...or trying to spot thazin...or spot my other choir frens..
i guess i do miss those choir times....do matter how lame it was...
but hey there are some pics of OLD cchs ther...
cchs frens...enjoy...
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Friday, July 28, 2006
It was a hot Thursday Afternoon day. Bugis was as crowded as it was..sprawling with people. Children acting like adults in school uniforms and couples holding hands affectionately as they window shopped.
Young beautiful Xue qi sat by my side,
I was deep in thoughts.
We just came back from The HeadQuaters (haha...we went to Popular HQ for a job application la~)
Waiting for melissa.
After a few long mintues....melissa walked steadily towards to the 2 of us.. among the sea of humans...
she had a purpose... we needed an answer.
the time has come.....
SUDDENLY.... this couple caught my eyes........
this was no ordinary couple.......MAYBE...a spy from the rival company of the UNpopular HQ? *LOL*
erm...as i was saying:
the man.....OLD and almost dying....was holding all so dearly to a younger women in her 30s.. GROSS...
the women walked into the shop POA...People.Of.Asia she picked a shirt....and looked at it with such envy...
the old HORNY man....stood outside...looking into the shop where his paid-for-women stood drooling over the expensive clothes...
he most prob thought, " its either the GRAVE or to singapore's economy"
i guess he chose the sake of the economy....what a PATRIOTIC man... *Salutes*
Xue qi, melissa and i waited in anticipation to the outcome...
the women walked out the shop again...towards the old man who was still waiting for her to make her decision whether to buy anything or not...
she locked her fingers with his...
he leaned his body over to her...i guess he must be tired already... she whispered into his ears...
we couldnt catch a word...
they walked out of sight...
but in less than a min....
they came back..
the women went back to POA.. he waited again...
he walked from one shop to another... i guess it helps to keep if frail heart from not collasping..
she finally picks her desired clothes....the frustrated sale girl swearing at the back of her mind...
we still sat outside the shop....watching the SAGA..
finally she came out happily.. hand in hand with the horny old man....the other hand holding a bag with printedword: POA.
seriously... in Bugis there are like topshop, levis and other more expensive brands..
xue qi was like..... "i think she not used to it yet.."
haha
ah tiongs...
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Monday, July 17, 2006
you thought that when you are back home...things should go back the way it should..
its true...naturally i went back to the normal order of life i had.. slacking...watching tv...eating...watching tv...playing comp....
but what's worse..getting sick after getting so psyched up abt coming home... i ran a fever in the afternoon with a massive headache..arh..my life suck.. i can really start to feel the fact that im getting old..
my dad was checking his blood pressure and heart beat in the evening....i too decided to have a go at it..my pressure was alright..but my heart rate was way way to high for a girl who have been sitting on the sofa watching tv the whole day...it went over 100...109 to 120 like tt..siao sia!
my goodness...could something be wrong??haha
touch wood!
currently im listening to 98.7 the shane wee show.. my goodness...he looks so so f**king handsome..but for some reason...his show is quite boring arh...haha.
but again for some weird reason..i kinda miss his show too....haha
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Friday, July 14, 2006
seriously .. when it comes to dealing with money and friendship . its not hard at all to cause a rift.. money is indeed a seriously hateful thing. and the worst ...i dont want to lose both..
ive never been good with my numbers and things. i mean when you deal with payment and sharing the load...sometimes the girls they want these things and that things and this.. so i dunno la.. everyone want their own space and want it cheap.. in the end.. you quarrel... like so duh la.. wadever...
*rolls eyes*
know at least we managed to come out with the price for the rooms after long talk..hai~
YOUNG PEOPLE THESE DAYS ARH... haha
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
yesterday was supposed to be the SHOPPING MISSION.
venesy and i were psyched up over the fact...we went to Midvalley ..drew money from the atm, armed with cash we were ready to shop like nobody biz..
we waltz thru Mango, Zara, topshop, miss 60, comma,colours,PDI, Vinnci, Nose ya da ya da shops.
but.......
we emerged empty..
arh!....wad a failure.. i mean when you are on a shopping missino your mission is to buy anything and everthing that you like but no...!!! mission failed..
in the end we were more on a eating spree...dot...
ok so this wasnt THAT bad...
the most pathetic was when the 2 of us went to the cinema...we are contemplating what movie to watch....however we were unable to decide one..so we thought maybe we go bollywood for once...Krissh it was..
we went to the ticketing office...and was like "2 tickets to 8.30pm show for krissh"
the 2 officers stared at us dumbfounded..
'its a hindi movie'
we were like..."oh yeah! we know its hindi...but there are english subtitles right?"
they stared back."erm....ya got subtitles......in malay..."
damn...
haha...
in the end.......we choose "Stay Alive"
my god....freaking scary man....scared the shit out of me!!!!...
watch untill feel like crying..too scary!!!
boohoohoo*
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Saturday, July 08, 2006
Drink Drank Drunk
for the first time i actully got so so really drunk... i vomited like all over my jeans and zara orange strip tee!!!!!!arh!!! stupid thazin..
its all that stupid william fault la.....drink drink
but seriously the club in kl is like so super nice...it was the first time i went to an open door club..the deco were incredibly flamboyant.
the clubbers were definitely the higher end group...there were actually women....big busty women...and super tall not so busty women...almost supermodel kind of women...and the guys....woohoo~...drop dead gorgeous
too bad...it started out with a couple of drinks...whiskeys and loud cheers...then it became gulps....after a really long long time of non-alcohol period....alcohol have never tasted that good...
and so i stupidly gulped one shot and another..when finally.. dear god..
the feeling...
it SUCKS...
i puked like nobody's biz....had to finally take a seat....in the toilet and chill...lagi jia lat...i had to start counting the no. 1 to 10 just to keep my stupid brain functional....
the hang over...
bad... that night,...i stayed over at william's place...cuz i dun really have a proper place to stay...other than an empty house...and i mean serioulsy empty house...like with practically nothing.. just ma luggages and books..
and whats worst..william had closed the window and door to on the air con right....but because of the fact that he is very time-disciplined person..he had accidentally forgotten to remove the timer of the air con...and at 6am...the air con off itself...i woke up with a splitting headache and sweating like a pig...and william was outside sleeping on the sofa in the living room...ignorant of it...arh!!!...i can murder that fella...lol..
