Saturday, February 18, 2006
Last Night in Singapore:
you know like scenes in the airport...
She runs to him with teary eyes.
His heart wrenched.
"dont go."she hugged him and whispered to his ears.
he smiles...
held her tight and says
"ill stay where you are"
*bullshit*
so my last day in singapore wasnt that romantic. But the fact that i haven gotten a guy who really likes me to begin with, anit helping much.
But spending quality time with friends.
i say that is priceless
it rocks 100000times more than some guy telling you you rock.
im not making sense
last day last night last hour last minute last time
Last december,
i cried.
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Friday, February 17, 2006
The Dentist:
Clean
Precise
Nice
Scary
Shaky Hands
Half Covered
I hate Dentist.
Today i went to visit Dr Tan who was actually my dad dentist. I used to go to the one nearby my house but the charge was too high and the dentist was super old plus i hated that place too. It was like going to hell in white.Go figure.
I dunno why but i tend to hyperventilate whenever im lying on the CHAIR. It scares me alot. Maybe its because i had a couple of near death experiences when i was young..it all began in Gongshang Pri sch..The DENTIST...a couple of times i nearly choked on the flying spraying stuffs that flies out from my mouth when the DENTIST uses the drill. i will always struggle on the CHAIR then the dentist will force me to keep still.....Please man..IM DYING on the CHAIR...i mean..i couldnt breathe man!.
so today...i kept telling myself to relax...breathe in and out in and out..but i guess the jittery Oh-my-god-im-going-to-die look was still stuck on my face. But Dr Tan was nice enough in fact i should thank him instead. He was the one who suggested to my father to try to IMU. So ya..he kinda knew who i was...and knows how scared i am when im with a DENTIST.shit man.how to be a doc.....
i hate dentist.
but no choice..my teeth isnt the best looking teeth in the world..all because of the existence of sugared Devil sweets! God Damn it man!
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
so what did i do on Vday..?
Basically nothing much. I packed my bag again. Downloaded lotsa stuffs to bring over to kl to slowly watch apparently there is no internet connection in my hostel. So dear frens, to contact me please email me. My email add is madrock1218@yahoo.com or my msn hotmail will do too.
Please email me ok! cuz i have a 6th sense that ill feel pretty seriously bored overthere! and Ill MISS all of my frens here! My family too! FIGHTING!!!!
ok. So on Vday i went for a jog at this 'canal' which i have always been going since sec 1 or rather since i moved to katong. That place has always been my sanctuary. In a blink of the eye, Im already an undergrad and no longer the sec 1 nerdy little girl from Chung cheng.
this is the view when u step out from Chung cheng side gate
I think this is the best shot i have.Clear blue skies with the lamppost kinda image. I should be a photographer.lol..well this the the far end of the canal. It is at this stretch of the road where i first got the idea of being a pilot becuz everytime i go joggin here. There will be continuous flow of fighter jets flying across the vast sky. So ...ill imagine whats its like being one of those operating that kinda super cool machines.
jogging path..its beautiful right?
LaSalle School Of fine Arts *the yellow building!*
(this is the school i can only dream of entering ever since sec school..This is the kind of life i will never never ever experience)
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Sunday, February 12, 2006
In regards to the Fact that Valentine's Day is the next day. It's great to see people huggling and holding hands whispering words of lovey dovey cuty pie-ey words into their sugar muffled-coated ears. There is Love everyway dudes and babes.
Guys who have crushes on girls will finally dig up their pathetic little courage and ask the cute small petite innocent pretty little girls out. Roses+Chocolates+Flowers+Perfumes
Everything and Everywhere will be so lovely!..*irritating*
Girls will go shopping for pretty cute dresses. Put on their best makeup. Spray their most precious prefume. Practise kissing infront of the mirror in case the guy leans forward........
Married couples get to enjoy the full package though....but there are exceptions..heehee
so everybody has something to do tml. But im clueless.
hmm...ok...so i admit...no guy asked me out. Not One....wth.
so now..i have to plan what im goin to do without the flowers chocolates blah blah blah.
in my whole 19yrs...so far...no one has asked me out on vday yet. wtf wth wtf wth...
hmm...since im leaving soon...i think tml.....ill go visit my fren....or maybe stay at home and watch some lovey sappy love story...cry my freaking eyes out and wish....AWwWWWwww.....my want a guy just like HIM!!!!...
then swear again...for someone like him will exist only on tv.
maybe.....ill just pack my bag....
Meiyi's Bf Bryan is leaving today ...Take care dude
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Friday, February 10, 2006
Ok ive recieved several complaints from various people who i shall not name STAR:>STAR! so im finally updating this stupid blog.
STAR phew~ STAR!
Dr Cheung finally left Singapore embarking on her medicine career. Im left alone again. No one to go out shopping with me. No one to bake cookies with. No one to laugh and talk about handsome boys on TV. No one to sing along. No one to talk future med stuffs. No one for me to bully. No one to come over my house and watch boring DVDs. Hai~....actually i have alot of other frens arh..STARim not tt lonely ok! STAR..hee *the STAR thingy...only eifer ppl will understand*
well...at least today i finally managed to meet jack who is Xueqi's bf. it was the 2nd time ive met him. So it was a pleasure. we had dinner at Jade's something arh. shit i cant believe i forgot tt stupid resturant. whatever. I suck.
tml erm...ill be going to check out some short film thingy arh.
hai~ my life is so boring....it's bleak...there is no light at the end of the tunnel...
STAR faints STAR!
merry xmas.everyone
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Thursday, February 02, 2006
Today was beautiful. For the first time since a long time i actually woke up before the sun starts burning a hole in ma backside. I went for Anatomy lecture in MD10 with chingsee. As usual i was late for the lecture again. The lecture was ok. More on the lines of monotonous strings of verbal sleeping potions. But i enjoyed it since i haven been in school for more than 2 months already.
I met many people i used to see in Nus LifeScience course. They looked the same. And that jasonlookalike guy. he is like my muse in the sem la. see him makes ma day!haha.a form of entertainment i would say. haha.thanks man!.
After Anatomy lecture, i went to have lunch with tingyan sara and their fren whom i forgot or dun rem hearing her name in the introduction.haha
Well, we sat down for almost 2hours reminiscing the past days in TPJC. All the pranks and jokes played in the school during our 2 yrs in tpjc. HhaHA.we laughed and laughed. It was hilarious recalling the things the losers if i may say..did.! we talked about sea sports.grades.bullies.belles.worst Project Work events/partners.happy '3' frens (dedicated to tingyan Nano group guy frens).basically....CRAP!.
we CRAPPED our way through lunch.
it was super fun.
haha...
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