Have you ever wondered why things are the way they are? have you ever wondered why you were here or there in the first place. Or have you ever wondered your bare existence? what is it like to be born in a world without anyone else but your family? why were you chosen to be in that particular family in that particular country or in that particular hospital? are all these just random assumptions made by humans by their random and erratic behavior? if everything were to be connected and explained in science and maths. then it is to say that in this world there is absolute no truth in the way things are that are now. because till now, maths and science have not found the reason why man is here? evolution? by charles darwin? many postulations there have been. but still none have really came up with the real scientific backing or evidences towards this theory. I really dont know. Things are the way they are supposed to be. If you change one fixed points in any time of the timeline, be it now, the future or the past. there will be dire consequences that can or may alter your life or the world. ok. i dont think im making any sense here at all. but maybe if you think. why cant time be turned back? why does time has to be a culmulative factor. like for eg, water, even though the water from the tap keeps running away and you cannot prevent further wastage. However, the water lsot, will eventually end up in the sewage, to the ground or some where else, where they can be recycled or converted into another state eg) gas. to be fallen back down to earth as rain. this is continous and the same water is used over and over again but maybe not at the exact same place that the water first derived. so can this be assumption be used in human souls? like in some religion, reincarnation is believed that a soul lives many lives in many different mortal forms. but what about time? how do time apply here? since the beginning of time. you cannot change it. you cannot correct it. you cannot reuse it. you cant. Time is just elusive. time is in everyone's memory and in everyone's heart. hmm?
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Thursday, April 05, 2007
there's a place in your heart and i know that it is love.
in this place where there is not pain or sorrow.
have you ever wondered what is life going to be like after death? like what will happen to your bed? what will happen to your comb? your books? your teddy bear? your frens? your family? the person you love?
does your legacy continue?
what if you were a bad person when you were alive? will people be happy when you die? i know i used to have this uncle whom i rem when i was very very young. his family and mine were rather close. or in other words, my dad was supporting his career most of the time. Uncle Khaw Khaw was a drunken and was incompetent and useless to his family. he was the typical loser in your drama serials. Every night, he comes home drunk and reaking of smoke. i still remember, on ma 9 or 10 yrs old birthday, he brought my family and me, to a pub in Changi to celebrate ma brithday. and He got this singer from the bar to sing me a birthday song. and obviously, she sang it with extreme zest. his daughter and my sister were good frens ever since childhood. and the 2 of them never fail to leave me out of their "barbie dolls" fun. They said i was a cry baby and destroyed all their toys. HOwever, in my memory it was them! who bullied me. :(
anw. Uncle Khaw Khaw and Aunty Jasmine got One elder son, middle daugther and a youngest son.
their marriage was never on good terms.once, uncle khaw khaw and Aunty jasmine were on separation terms in their marriage, she actually ran away from home obviously with her children as well with the help of my mom,dad,my sister and me.
so it was around in the middle of the night. my family and i sneaked into aunty jasmine's house where we quietly and secretly helped her packed her luggages and her children into our "dawoo" black car then.
it was a exhilarating for me. but i was too young to understand things then.
after that, my memory are not as clear as i could recall. gradually, i left their existence behind. i do know that K-Mar (till now i dunno how to spell their name) is a young attractive young girl. her elder bro is working i guess and the youngest is still studying?
i really dunno.
all i know
Uncle Khaw Khaw is dead. He died of liver cirrhosis from excessive alcohol damaged. He passed away divorced and alone in Burma. His wife got his inheritance and insurance instead.
this is a tribute to a man i never knew much. But he did left his footprints in my memory. Im glad his sufferings have ended. I wish him all the best in where ever he is and may he find his way.!
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