masquerade. unveil the truth-

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

there are things in life that maybe you want to keep it quiet

and there are people in the world who dont want to keep things that way

or there could be the type of people who just cant keep their mouth to themselves.

there are many types of people in the world..
you can actually be one of them without you even knowing it.

i think i belong to that one type..
which type?
i dont know..
but definitely one of it.
and im not proud of it..

sometimes its better to shut up and act blur

but sometimes you just have to keep bladdering..like what im doing now.
i keep blurting..
whether it do make sense or dollars**if you get the joke**

well...i just ppl do make mistakes in their life..
it only right for other ppl to forgive those that are wrong.
if not..
the world is going to suck big time becuz everyone will be pissing one another up
cuz everyone belongs to one of the types...

if only life is like choosing ice cream flavours..
one day i was vanilla..
the next i was peppermint..
i can change whenever i like..
how cool..

but changing personality...
that's drastic..

well...
they say...

life is like a box of chocolates...

ice cream then in my terms..

haha

the beauty exposed ;

Sunday, August 27, 2006

its been some time since i fell so much.

yesterday in yishun climbing. i lead climbed the red route over at the overhang.
till the last clip.
when i was clipping...my hand tt was holding the tile slipped.

and i fell with extra rope in my hand..
at the moment.

it was i plunged towards earth without any support.
literally.
i saw the world move around me.

i shouted..
i swear man.
i was so scared.

lead falling.
phew~

i need to work it more

the beauty exposed ;

Friday, August 18, 2006

Mismatch...or Miss Match?

went climbing at nus today with cher.
i seriously thought i had improved a little bit since i last came back.but everytime i go back into climbing..it never fails to somehow flash a warning light at how lousy i am now..
and its quite depressing to try so hard but not get any results. maybe im just not trying hard enough.

but its still rocks so much...whenever there is a problem and everyone works hard on it..its super cool to hear people cheer on you and one another to try to finish it.
i miss that feeling.
and im glad i have that opportunity to feel it again
cuz i doubt i will feel it again when i go back to that study hell-hole-no-life-days..

but after climbing..i was supposed to meet up with ching see to go home with her.but her lecture ended early at 5pm so she left b4. so i went to meet winnie whom i haven met for like ages.

and boy is she beautiful now
with long huge curls and blonde highlights...
accentuated with her radical fashion style and large bangling earrings.
she really is different from the past.

winnie mentioned that i still looked the same since jc.
i guess i have never really blossomed..
ive haven changed much either..

hmm..

this tells me that i have to change..for the better man!

and oh..
at the dance tea ceremony ..
it was like every guy there was super hot..
*drools*
and the girls ther...
super slim..tall.hot...sexy..you name it man..
they rock.

i look at myself after ive climbed..
i was in shorts filled with chalk marks..my hands aching and radiately and red swell.. my shirt old and ragged..
my face MAKE-UP-less.
damn..
i was fucking ugly.
haha..

so i sat there watching the seniors and 3 hot hunky-really-gd-hip-hoppers dance their way thru the crowd

and i thought

this will be the kind of life i will never get.
this is the kind of life i will never fit.
this is the kind of life i can never feel or touch...but only see.

the glamour and lime-light.

if i had choose a different route in my life.
i could be there.

but i choose this path.
the only place for me now are the hospitals.

still..

i have to keep fighting to fit in that path that i choose.

i guess fitting in is never really about being fitted
but its the trying to fit part that sucks like hell.

the beauty exposed ;

Thursday, August 17, 2006

Life in a Flash.
i know i have not been updating for some time already..ive kinda lost to urge to tell everyone what's going on in my life..becuz basically..
its quite boring..

well...for starters..

lets just go back to what happened..

ive been back to climbing..

went to see the world cup in expo
and met with a couple of frens to chill and have fun..

well..these are the pictures that i actually managed to take..
im quite lazy with it comes to bringing a camera and taking pictures..
so

disclaimer: my life is not tt boring..hhaha

went to settles with rit and serene...had loads of fun..more like cracking our head on the last game we played..ive forgottened the name of it..something like strategy stuffs.?

btw...this was the MOST BORING game we played in settlers..the man who intro this seemed delighted at us for wanting to play it...but after we did started to play...it was like.....ZzzZZzz..
in the end rit still won the both of us girls...damn

the man who helped us select games..in the center.."the man in black"
Climbing world Cup in Expo...on the 5 and 6 aug..i skipped work just to catch the finals of it...was worth it!!!!woohoo~
thomas...ma....?? something..i dunno his name...actually i met him tt day at climb asia...really cool looking guy ..with tattos and all...seemed all intimidating and all..but i heard he is really frenly...
women climber...women these days...super strong man!!!

Been back in singapore for some time already..
today i went back to NUS..met loads of ppl..and this one junior from tpjc sea sports..apparently she rem me frm tpjc..
damn..
im famous..woohoo~

but yeah..went for some metabolism lecture with chingsee and had lunch together later with siok min..whom i met while working in the popular book fair.
really sweet little girl..2 yrs younger than me.

the beauty exposed ;