Wednesday, October 15, 2008
In the cold afternoon of England.
you cant help but miss the warmth and sunshine of sunny Sg.
Sometimes i wish i could do things ive never thought i will ever have the chance to do. To have the courage to say things I will never dare. To think thoughts that only exist in fantasies. Sometimes i wish just for once things can happen like those in the fairy tales. Things to happen in real life. Because, sad but true i am very ordinary. I lead a very ordinary life. Sometimes its so simple that maybe people, not in my shoes will long for it. But people in my shoes will then long for something other than simple. However, people like me will still always take the easy road out, following the norm and doing things their peers will agree on and always trying to fit in. But even the most ordinary and most simple person in the world has a story and an adventure once in their life. In this case, i wonder what is my story. What can i tell when i finally sit back at the end of my life and ponder.. what is my life story. Where is the drama and pain with tears and joy? Where is the exhilaration? Where is me?
I think along my years of growth i have eventually developed into an very ordinary and plain girl, which I believe i wasn't when i was a child. I used to dream of big things. Now, I'm just a student wondering if my assignments and work are good enough for me to pass.
I hope one day, my story will come. And that's when the most simplest girl will shine.
the beauty exposed ;
