for the 1st time in my life was i ever so so so very angry! i was furious. i mean like how can raymond just pull the plug on me like tt! its just not fair..
well....yesterday was adventure club first outing, we were supposed to go to Gasing Hill for a night jungle trek. Not many ppl were going already so i was banking on the help from ma frens to AT LEAST come....
Venesy was sick...so i was cool like i told her she could give it a miss...but raymond......he just like 1 hour b4 the gathering time of 730pm...he msged me at 630 asking me if he could NOT go for the trek!....
i was tired and was depressed i was stressed because my results from my exam that wasnt as good as everyone...plus i was moving and cleaning my new apartment and this is the shit he comes and tell me..
f**k... and you know wad was the ridiculous excuse he gave... "its raining abit (which was INSIGNIFICANT drops of water) i will get sick one....and i really dun feel like goin"
is this even VALID!???!?!?!?
its tough being their president when your own COMM members dun keep their promise.....in addition to that irresponsible act....he ACTUALLY AGREED AND PROMISED long long time ago, when we were PLANNING for this trek that he will definitely go ......i even reconfirmed with him earlier in the day if he was COMING!....he said yes....and this is the kind of fuck i get...
and they say they are my frens...
frens look out for one another...frens dun ditch frens........and i was counting so much on him....my god.
i really hated him tt day... so much so...i really wanted to KILL HIM! *not really la..haha*
and they sometimes can really get on my nerves....everyday..."wennie wennie wennie..." the other one will be like 'ten ni ten ni ten ni" arh KILL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they only display their care and concern to the girls they are interested and not to their frens... im sick and tired of listening to their stupid shit about how pretty and sweet and kind and caring and sexy and hot and smart and ....................arh!!!!!...
i TIRED!!! enough is ENOUGH!!!! no moRE!!!!....
you want a girl....go do it someplace else....
every single day......day in day out....i hear this shit...
i mean i tot i could ignore it....like when they say...'oh so and so is so pretty' i tot i could like 'yeah she really is pretty'
i mean i will continue that way .... but yesterday ....that was the LAST STRAW!!!....
then last nite after the trek.... i went back quite late like 1 am like tt...cuz after the trek ma frens and i went to AnW to eat supper
CS msged me...asking me to forgive ray.... he said ray has some problems that nite...tt's why he did not want to go trekking. he mentioned that AS HIS fren....i should UNDERSTAND his plight.....but....how can i understand his situation when i know nothing of it...ray nv mentioned this to me......he did not even give me a valid reason.... and you know what.....my another fren told me.......that that very nite.....those 2 bastards went shopping at utama..
