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  • ...BEAUTITALK


    ...Lost in beauty

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    Thursday, April 05, 2007


    there's a place in your heart and i know that it is love.

    in this place where there is not pain or sorrow.

    have you ever wondered what is life going to be like after death? like what will happen to your bed? what will happen to your comb? your books? your teddy bear? your frens? your family? the person you love?

    does your legacy continue?

    what if you were a bad person when you were alive? will people be happy when you die?
    i know i used to have this uncle whom i rem when i was very very young. his family and mine were rather close. or in other words, my dad was supporting his career most of the time. Uncle Khaw Khaw was a drunken and was incompetent and useless to his family. he was the typical loser in your drama serials. Every night, he comes home drunk and reaking of smoke.
    i still remember, on ma 9 or 10 yrs old birthday, he brought my family and me, to a pub in Changi to celebrate ma brithday. and He got this singer from the bar to sing me a birthday song. and obviously, she sang it with extreme zest. his daughter and my sister were good frens ever since childhood. and the 2 of them never fail to leave me out of their "barbie dolls" fun. They said i was a cry baby and destroyed all their toys. HOwever, in my memory it was them! who bullied me. :(

    anw. Uncle Khaw Khaw and Aunty Jasmine got One elder son, middle daugther and a youngest son.

    their marriage was never on good terms.once, uncle khaw khaw and Aunty jasmine were on separation terms in their marriage, she actually ran away from home obviously with her children as well with the help of my mom,dad,my sister and me.

    so it was around in the middle of the night. my family and i sneaked into aunty jasmine's house where we quietly and secretly helped her packed her luggages and her children into our "dawoo" black car then.

    it was a exhilarating for me. but i was too young to understand things then.

    after that, my memory are not as clear as i could recall. gradually, i left their existence behind.
    i do know that K-Mar (till now i dunno how to spell their name) is a young attractive young girl. her elder bro is working i guess and the youngest is still studying?

    i really dunno.

    all i know

    Uncle Khaw Khaw is dead. He died of liver cirrhosis from excessive alcohol damaged. He passed away divorced and alone in Burma. His wife got his inheritance and insurance instead.

    this is a tribute to a man i never knew much. But he did left his footprints in my memory. Im glad his sufferings have ended. I wish him all the best in where ever he is and may he find his way.!


    what is life beyond? God knows.

    the beauty exposed ;