As im looking at my blog this morning, i just realize how not relevant the blog is to me. "Beauty"?? The Beauty within??
like wth...honestly what's the reason i choose this skin? maybe its the design, but the words are completely contrasted to me and my life. beauty is not part of my life. vanity as no association in my life. Looking pretty and looking good is not an option, because i have absolutely no time for it plus there isnt anyone worth flaunting off. haha..
i just realize that i have lost all interest in searching for the mundane pleasures of life. haha.. im a zombie now. i do nothing but repetitive works again and again. Im a "lost soul".
hmm... i think i should get a pet. a cat or a dog? hmm... then as i grow old.. ill get more and more cats..and when im really old, staying all alone in an apartment, ill prolly have 20 over cats and when that happens..ill be branded as "the crazy cat women"
