i honestly miss my life so much in singapore. I miss TPJC so bad. I miss climbing so much. I have stop climbing almost close to 3/4 of the year already. And its not because i do want to climb. its just i have no time to climb and i cannot compromise my studies for it. Its my finals for yr 3. i have to pass this exam and move on to leeds now.
i miss chung cheng high! i miss eifer so bad too! i hate the fact that i have to mugging here despite the fact tt cheung is here in sg and i cant meet her. I hate the fact that I will not be able to see her for more a year later cuz ill prolly not be back in sg for a long long time.
I miss my family. I miss my sister. I miss my brother. I miss everyone. I miss my tv, i miss my aircon, my miss my parents. I miss my bed. I miss my life there.
I miss the carefree life i had.
i miss my friends. I miss it so bad.
I miss shopping in orchard. I miss going down to ECP for a jog or cycling or maybe just a walk. I miss studying at ECP mac with chungie and checking out the waiters there. I miss going to Marine parade lib and study at the same time check out the VJ guys (ok.. then..JC guys seems so hot.. now..mm.. they are just juvenile)
I miss chilling at starbucks listening to their weird taste in music.
i miss listening to the cars and traffice from my room window. I miss walking to the train station. I miss going to NUS. I miss climbing in NUS. I miss buying my "HL chocolate milk" every morning right b4 my 8am lecture. I miss buying Coffee from Science canteen every morning bw lectures at 9am just to keep me awake cuz the milk seems to have an adverse effect instead on keeping me awake and making me stay away from the toilet.
I miss going down to law fac and study in the Law lib while i check out law students there. I miss meeting ching see after our lects in the morning and head over to Engine Fac for DISCOUNTED mac breakfast. I miss meeting Cher to bring me go climb in NUS rock gym. I miss my favorite Japanese set lunch in the canteen.
And i miss going to one private corner of Biz fac to sit down and study my vietnamese. I miss chasing after the buses when i have to change from a sc tutorial to an arts tutorial.
i miss going jogging around CCHS. I miss sitting on the swing in the park.
I miss home in other words. i really do miss home. if i can choose to stay with my parents forever. i would.
Now, i have to fend myself.
all i have to do now, is study hard! pass my finals.
and move on to another chapter of my life. Life in UK. Away from home again in Sg and away from home again in Kl.
away from all i love again. And to start anew.
But im sure, i will be a stronger and wiser person.
give me strength so i have survive this killer exam.
